Wednesday, June 2, 2010

there is a time when you fade to the blackness

why cant things just get better, and stay that way
instead of one thing getting better and the others getting worse
i dont even know what i feel anymore
theres too much at once
i feel angry, worried, guilty, self concious, paranoid, jelous, upset, confused and a bunch of other emotions all mixed into one
it just all makes me dizzy
im so moody & i keep snapping at people
i feel bad but i cant help it
certain people keep me feeling calm for the hole time im with them, like jazz
but i cant be with them all day everyday
it feels like the minute i leave them my self control goes and jumps outta the window head first
i just want all the drama to stop
& to top it all off
im catching a cold

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