cupid shot me in the eye, so they say that love is blind

so, life atm ?
not too sure
some things good, others not so much
everything keeps changing
drama keeps appearing
im feeling guilty about a few things
i have a feeling things are gonna turn out bad pretty soon
trying to catch up with as many friends as possible
i feel as if im drifting away from some people, so im trying to change that
trying to pass highschool
but i guess besides all of that, all in all im pretty happy atm
like-lifes going pretty good :)
lifes kinda hektik rite now
just want the holidays to come already so i can escape all the fkn school work
speaking of which, i have to finish my maths assignment
toodles ♥

youre like a drug & now my blood wont stop itching

so i havent been on this in a while.
& really i only am to avoid reading my english book.

48 shades of brown is possibly the most boring and pointless book, ever.
its like a diary for the most boring teenager in history, all he does is go to school, do his maths homework, learn names of birds, organise his socks and drink beer & watch tv with his aunt & her roomate.
woah, easy now wild child !

also am waiting for johbe to get home so he can send me the data from our biology excursion so i can do my draft.
that was an eventful excursion, we thort the mangroves were muddy and slippery. but holey shiet, mr. sea grass. each step i took i sunk like 845764876meters. it wouldve been wise to actually tie my shoe laces up so i didnt lose my shoes, but that would involve having brain cells i obviously lack. so with every sinking step, i had to dig in the mud & get my shoes back. i also lost a sock & fell on my ass. classy, classy.

so im back at runcorn, holey shiet. soo much better than calamvale. schools actually not too bad now, sometimes. minus some of the classes. i miss some people from calamvale tho, people i dont get to see very often. i get to see sarah alot, but i reaaally miss ben. and shane & luke. and i have to see josh soon, see how his carpenting is going, & how much life is better without school. grade 11s a bitch. & i wish i was in grade 12. a) because i want to graduate already, b) because like my hole group is in grade 12. and the only other grade 11'er is moving to macg next year >.<

i still want to start playing soccer. expecially after going to drews & shannons game last nite. was dissapointed when drew nearly got into a fight, then didnt. im pretty sure me and woodsy were the only ones wanting the fite hahaha. good ol' woodsy was starting the other guy & encouraging drew ahaha. but their team won, so yahoo.

ive developed a bow fetish. my ballet shoes have bows, i have a mediumish sized reddy pink bow & an oversized black one. ive also seen bow earings, necklaces & bracelets that i must have >:D

so i think ive procrastinated long enough. goodbye social life, hello 48 shades of brown. you know, suicides looking awfully inviting atm -__-'