freedom doesnt exist.

parents are the ones who have a phsycological need to lecture, even teachers do.
that's enough lecturing for me.
but now my friends are lecturing me aswell.
and its pissing me off.
pissing me right off.
im sick of being told what to do, what not to do and how to do things by the people who im supposed to have fun with.
im sick of being compared with people.
this is the same thing that happened a few years ago.
and i pushed me right off the edge.
and now the people who know all about it, the people who know just how much i hate being told how to live my life, are nudging me closer to the edge.
so basically, fuck off.
to everyone.
ill live my life how i want to.
if i make mistakes, i make mistakes.
none of my friends have the right to control me.
none.
i miss people.
people who never did any of this.
theyd make mistakes with me.
theyd be careless with me.
but i lost them.
i dont wanna live on the safe side all the time.
i want to have fun.
i want to be free.