do not rage, do not rage.

i'm an angry person.
that's just stating the obvious really.
instead of looking at things in a calm way, thinking that everything will soon be back to normal,
i perfer to hit people and break objects.
sitting in the hot sun for 40 minutes isn't exactly the best way to ease my anger.
it just makes things worse.
fatty + heat = big no no.
i'm angry.
i'm tired.
i'm hungry.
my shoulders are killing me.
along with my head.
let's just say this isn't exactly the best day i've had this year.

happy meal deal.

is it weird that i'm tight with my brother?
like tight as in we'll talk about his sex life and my love life?
without either one of us feeling the least bit awkward?
is it also weird that my brother was having a conversation with my boyfriend?
i dunno.
fatty isn't so...er experianced in this department.

also had a chat with mum today.
i totally owned my father.
cause she was talking about how life has it's negatives and positives, and how you have to focus on the positives
and she was like;
it counts with marriages aswell, like i dont focus on the negative parts about your father, i focus on the positives.
and i was like;
i didnt notice he had any positives.

you're probably sitting there think i'm a horrible daughter.
maybe i am.
but he's not the best husband to mum.
i'll never forgive him for something he put her through.
never.
and he's not always the best father.
this isn't the stone ages.
loosen up a little.
you can't stop me from growing up.
i'll spread my wings, just like everyone else.

well then, fatty is unable to think of a title.

yesterday was pretty much tremendiously terrible.
then today was rather wicked.
what's with my life resembling a roller coaster?

i'm so hopeless in staying on my feet.
travis stop teasing me.
go wear your bad boy jumper.

speaking of which.
vicki and travis came over today.
someone else was supposed to come,
but they dogged me yet again.
i'll forgive them eventually.
even though this is the 1000th time they've dogged.
next time i'll probably start yelling at them to their face.
i don't care if your sensetive,
we're supposed to be best friends.

so anyway.
we sat on my balcony for a bit.
talked for a while.
dejan heard some of the conversation.
woops.
then we went to my room.
sat on my bed.
talktalktalk.
then decided to get some veronica mars going.
gosh i love that show.
also it's entertaining watching travis's facial expression when i point out which guys hot.

it was a pretty epic day.
i certainly had fun.
i'm quite happy atm.
even dad's grumpy mood hasn't ruined it.
yahoo.